writeforself

Nothing special as they met first They were both at their worst But with the fist rain of the monsoon The affection bloomed Wrapped in the love cocoon They bonded like the night and the moon The rain gave them a gentle shove Inseparability was the only thought The evening rains that poured Under a single umbrella, the world they found The little monsoon romance that bloom Paved it way to their hearts soon Every drop of rain that fell Into their hearts it dwell   The season is now here to change But their monsoon romance will remain the same

She tried to hold the heaviness in her with every word that she read, But before the stanzas end she could feel her eyes wet, It was short, it was sweet had all the memories bitter and sweet, the glory of love they lived but was the last letter she'll ever receive She is so lucky that she knows for she was adored by him so cannot deny the truth he said neither can kill the affection she gave for every word he wrote with love made her fly like a free dove Every word that he inscribed Every phrase that she read Whispered of the happy yesterday But a sad today Words by words she read the letter it wrote "I broke up for your better" "Emotionless I may seem" "But what we shared is now just a dream"  She knew how much they loved each other but still they could not be together They endured an ecstasy yesterday but a sorrowful today knowing that they have ended what they had they both

I'm sorry that I couldn't be with you I'm sorry for all the rudeness I've been with you My promises aren't fake and all the words that I gave But there's something wrong I find myself bound by chains trying hard to break and fly away to your lane I'm sorry for all the lie I've spoken to you I'm sorry for all the secrets I hid from you You've always been my strength and brought best in me But I apologize for not being by your side whenever you need me I know I ought to be punished I feel guilty I have broken a beautiful heart with which I cannot part I am culprit of myself I apologize for everything Now I've nothing to say then I'm sorry for all the heartaches I gave

I always think of you For you are the reasons for my sun shine We are not together in yesterdays, todays or tomorrows  But in my dreams you are always mine! As no matter the world tries Least they can interfere our dream lives Our heart shall forever be bound in a single string Of love and single being You never let this string break! For that’s our hearts do make It will never go fragile as we live We shall brace it with the love we give The string is tied tight with us at its end, When one looses the grip the other shall mend I hope we both will keep our words To let the string attach to our heart, The memories of togetherness will always linger Even we are apart! The string is attached to our heart That will break with the last heartbeat, No matter where we two shall end, In dreams we shall always meet I am not perfect, neither are you This unnamed relationship which we have  Is so pure and true; We shared the

Oh! How I wish to go back to the times To relive every moment when you were all mine When I held you close to my heart in my arms Thought would never let you go Keep you bound in my warms We were own in our lives Silence between us was so divine The glances that we shared had the spark I remember the benches we sat we made a mark  Oh! How I cherish on those memories Will be years gone, but will still cling on I will not be sad for you will not be with me For you are there in my every cup of milk tea I reminisce the ol’ good days gone  Your memories leave me smiling with fond

A time of confusion, a moment of confession Away from the rush of rest defending all those questions raised  we paved our way  to the crest Painted perfect picture in our hearts were unaware for someday we will part amongst  the thorns we planted the rose smiled together and cried our woes Even compassion looks down upon us for vulnerability was our status Now they turn blind to what we see are deaf to our heartbeats do not believe our plead  for they have stopped to dream! Created a line for us not to cross making us stand across Our love was hurt, but it was alive they tried to kill, but it survived With the dying strength and faith we raised to have a say "Oh! Please let this love be, put on wings and set us free" " Oh! Please let this love survive, into the ocean of love let us dive"

We stand here today again at the same place where we were then But then as friendly strangers and now as estranged lovers The virtual reality that we lived on knew the truth but we still acted unknown The illusory feelings were marked down so deep that we could barely hold on to the real feels Heartaches now we can feel within like a deep cut of the razor but the pain we have sealed within will now just emerge in every dream Compromise is what we now live on for the bitter time ticked so soon to make us forget every cherished moment and be like we were never known Every night we now sleep with heavy heart as we know tomorrow we need a fresh start from the same point of time we initiated but then as friendly strangers and now as estranged lovers

The velvety rays of sun   slowly fell upon me When I was lying awake from a dreadful dream I was nervous and was low when the warm rays quietly showed The warm rays glowed into my room all my fears fled away soon The rays gave me hope and faith inspired to initiate from where I left I knew it won’t stay forever because it did not belong here I was always in fear and prayed to make it stay here By the warmth of the rays I learned to live my life in new ways The affection it showed made my heart leap high above Though the sun was at zenith its rays reached to the depth Into the inner core of my heart making me able to stand even in hard path We shared a bond of love and trust and an affinity that never rust But slowly the day turned into gloomy twilight I had to say goodbye They could no more be with me and had to go where I can’t see But its love and friendship will be my strength in hardship In the long dark ni

 Life isn’t a bed of roses as true said Problems arise every next step We find ourselves lonely and helpless surrounded by troubles Feel that every moment the pain doubles There are times about when we feel ignored And deprived of happiness No one’s around to care And make the misery less ‘cause the one we love are the one who hurt May be it is the way to show their love but whatever it is we have to move on accept quietly whatever the fate has written face the agony and move with a fake smile on with dreams that are shattered and broken a harsh truth everyday we face life isn’t a bed of roses Problems arise every next step

Unbreakable is the thread I though when I held tight you didn't loosen up you stood where you were and the thread easily broke In the vast sky we flew together With promise to be there for each other But the wind blew so strong We couldn’t keep holding on You didn’t bother to find what went wrong And we both went lost We were those of best pals Who were different from other all Was there for each other every second Now it seems we went ahead of time When the days grew dark and life darker In you I found best space to hide But today you stand too far I don’t even feel you by my side I feel hurt deep inside ‘cause you were the one I needed my beside The thread I thought to be strong Is now worn and torn Everything is broken and lost You are no more the one I thought the affection that you n me share faded like painting in the rain