writeforself

it seemed a dream came true today when I walked with you the way you were standing so close I was nervous as our shoulders touch "are you okay?" you asked "absolutely", I said I was "you seem to be lost" "Totally in you" I hushed through the crowd and alleys in the sun, under the shades i was walking beside you in the beautiful spring afternoon you had to make an early leave i wish to say "a li'l more time please" you had to depart anyhow my heart whispered "we have begun just now"

You were standing there with her Holding her hands with love I was on the other side Just watching you pass by Your eyes looked at me I tried to hide it For I was with him And he was holding me I could read your eyes And so could you For they spoke what we don’t do I could see you wanted to speak Leave everything And come to me I too wanted to break free From every bond that chained me We were so desperate Yet we were helpless Just looked at each other And the eyes spoke all It is getting hard for I am tired of hiding In the silence Defending our feelings I am speechless For whatever going is complicated Or maybe this is insane We cannot stand together Under an umbrella during the rain We still gaze at each other With a faint ray of hope But that too blown When we walk away With different ones

  What if it hurts too much What if the pain is beyond you can take What if you lose the path you are walking What if you find no way to head? What if the sun set never rise What if there be grey clouds all the time What if the flowers refuse to bloom What if the days always gloom What if the rainbow looses its colour What if the stars forget to twinkle? These questions are difficult to answer but what if they all become your fears and your tears don't stop running over What if the agony is above you can bear? At such time Everything you do becomes so wrong you don't find place to hide Your heart feels wounded You can actually feel it cry What if it hurts too much What if the pain is beyond you can take What if you don't get even a glimpse of ecstasy What if your existence become nasty?