writeforself

She loves autumn. The weather simply makes her fall in love: the gleaming blue sky and the yellow leaves glistening above the green grass with the mellow afternoon sun. The leaves fall freely without wavering at the slightest of the breeze. The gravity seems to be at its strongest and the autumn leaves fall as if they are falling in love with the ground. She enjoyed watching the yellow and brown leaves leave their branches, dance in the air and softly reside in the soil.Autumn is the time when even the leaves are as beautiful as the flower bedecking the earth as a bride. Every single of the leaves fall off by the end of autumn. This time it was a different autumn for her. Though the falling yellow leaves graced itself with the same splendor that she always enjoyed, she could not smile. Instead, with every falling leaf her heart broke. He promised her to be back by the end of the autumn. A beautiful hopeful promise he gave her last autumn. The last autumn was full of

आँखा भरि तिम्रै सपना बोकी अब जिउनेछु  ती छोटा मिठा मिलनका पलहरु संगाली अब रमाउनेछु  छैन म उदास हाम्रो मिलन नभए त क भो  मुटुभरी तिम्रै माया छ साँचेको  छु खुशी यसमै कि तिम्रो मनमा पनि म नै छु  सायद बिर्से दैवले हाम्रो मिलन भाग्यमा कोर्न  तैपनि आँखा भरि तिम्रै सपना बोकी अब जिउनेछु .... मिलन मात्र होइन माया मान्छु म पनि टाढा रहिकन पनि हामी कति नजिक छौँ  अलग अलग बाटो हिड्नु छ हामीलाई  तर गन्तब्य एउ टै   मा पुग्नेछौँ   यथार्थता छ गारो तर जिउनु छ अझै  अब केवल आँखा भरि तिम्रै सपना बोकी जिउनेछु  ती छोटा मिठा मिलनका पलहरु संगाली रमाउनेछु 

you packed your bags, you were ready to go I sat jus infront of you my heart went to and fro "I will leave tomorrow early", you said "can you stay a little longer", a voice in my head you looked at me with all those love filled in your eyes held my hand as tears left my eyes what am I to do when you are away how am I to stay when you aren't there take me with you, I know you cannot but where am I to go when you are away you kissed my lips as you were to leave cuddled me as a baby when I was in a deep sleep while I dreamt we painted the mountains together you quietly left me alone to wither what am I to do when you are away how am I to stay when you aren't there take me with you, I know you cannot but where am I to go when you are away moment by moment I counted the time even a while seemed a long lost night your feel, your voice in your absence obsessed me I flew to your place everytime I closed my eyes to sleep when I woke up I wa

With the beginning of new year I wish you shower of happiness that you forget what sadness is I wish you tonnes of smiles that you forget what tears is I wish you a circle of colorful friends that you forget what loneliness is I wish you sunshine of hope that you always be optimistic I wish you blooming success that failure overlook you I wish you lots of blessings that you could bring your dream come true I wish you enough strength that you could overcome every pain I wish you much of luck that you could reach to zenith I wish you a good heart that will love everyone I wish you much of inspirations that you could tackle every fear I stand by you this every time wishing you Happy New Year

a beautiful spring it was the day she was born when the breeze was filled with a warm fragrance and the smiling daisy bloom; a sweet cry cheered the atmosphere and smiles across faces "she is beautiful", they said as mother held her near soft as petals she was felt as tender as anything could be "oh how generous the god has been, nothing so wonderful I have seen" spring, summer, autumn and winter seasons of bloom and wither the little fairy grew up a little everyday her wings so restless trying to free everyday but less did she know that her wings weren't real she was unaware of the facts the cruel world had saved as beautiful as flower she was and as gentle as anything could be with all love and respect filled in her heart she tried to fly one day. she opened her wings and flapped them together oh nothing so majestic anyone had seen she looked like an angel but before she jumped off the height

Things keep spinning in my head I seek for a way out here and there Words in my heart unsaid Feelings that look to portray in my say Then I write For the tears that could not fall and the laughter that remained unshared the love that saw no growth and the pain that remained unhealed I write for the smiles that are spread in air and the walks that went from a step to years the togetherness that were cherished and the sentiments that were felt I write when my scream is to small to be heard when my joys are much to share  when loneliness becomes my companion and emptiness endure my world letter by letter words are formed through all these phase they tend to come for during these rise and falls writing is what I do all

Slowly the grey clouds down they came heavy downpour then I see blocked the vision just infront of me the window that I used to see a sudden light in a flash then blinding darkness engulfed the thunder no more seem to scare but my own shadow does I shut the windows closed the door locked myself to the emptiness I fell on the floor scattered and helpless to the arms of loneliness the trampling sound the rain made sang a lullaby to me emptiness haunted me everytime for that was all I earned

3 am and I am wide awake thoughts start whriling inside my head the silence of the time so high quietly killing me inside I take your picture in my hand and watch them as sleepless I stand try to feel the touch I miss hold them close to feel the kiss I close my eyes trying to sleep cuddle in with ur thoughts deep the pictures start playing in my eyes but my mind makes up noise "no, u are dreaming way too much girl, wake up dear and see the real world" "u are wishing for the impossible; "learn to hold before harder you fall" the noise gets louder and loudest as it could get but it could not change the love my heart had set "no no matter how hard it gets or the criticisms I will need to bear, my dreams are beautiful as I see it, for it is the beginning of divinity" happy and content my heart seemed a glow of joy ruled in in loudest of the noise my mind said I could hear the whispers my heart made

मुस्कान त्यो क्षण भरको, मुस्कान बन्यो त्यो जिन्दगी मेरो  रहर थियो जुन मेरो, बन्यो त्यो आशा जिन्दगीको खुला आकाशमा उड्ने चाहना,  तिम्रा हात समाई हिँड्ने पाइला  तिमीसँग बाँडिएका ती हाँसो, अब बन्दैछ जिन्दगी मेरो  मुस्कान त्यो क्षण भरको, मुस्कान बन्यो त्यो जिन्दगी मेरो तिम्रा हातमा मेरा हात, दुई पलको हाम्रो यो साथ चाहना मिठो सपनाको,  अब बन्दैछ जिन्दगी मेरो   सँगै हिंडेका ती बाटो, अब यात्रा बन्दैछ यो निरन्तरताको   मुस्कान त्यो क्षण भरको, मुस्कान बन्यो त्यो जिन्दगी मेरो

I wish I could be the scissor that run through your hair Cut the strand, every single of them with care I wish I was the sharp blade that jog around your neck Give a smooth careful walk for a clean shave I wish I was the water that dripped from your head Kiss your lips as I trickle from your forehead I wish I was the towel that you wrap around your face Tenderly feel your face as you carefully clean as race I wish I was the muffler that you tie around I’d wrap you in my embrace all day long

He smiled at me as I watched him Those enchanting looks simply fascinating I stare at him whenever he’s not watching In the silence, just wishing Oh! Someday you’d feel the way I do Someday you’d say you love me too Someday you’d come for sure Someday you’d kiss me and make me yours Everyday I dream you to be mine walking together hand in hand  and I am not scared for my fears run Just when I am wrapped in your arms And again I see you as you are walking away Then in silence I start my pray Oh! Someday you’d feel the way I do Someday you’d say you love me too Someday you’d come for sure Someday you’d kiss me and make me yours I wasn’t this way, but you got to know For I have fallen in love with you so Under the stars at night,or the sun that shine so bright I see you to be with me dear I close my eyes every time, wishing you to be mine The smiles make me smile the touch of yours make me feel alive everyday I see you from the

Up in the air we set to fly around lost our senses,  as we left the ground round and down, we went up high on the big rollercoaster ride I closed my eyes in fear you held my hand and said "I am just right here" I looked into your eyes that held the magic of the sun that rise I whispered "no this ain't a dream"  "I love you" I screamed "the feelings are going strong and we need to carry this for too long" as the ride went wild i lost all my fear with you my side no this ain't a fairy tale that we live it's for the eternity the love we give the deep blue sky as birds we fly and the fresh air through my hair a kiss we shared with the free fall we spread love in the air

 I held myself rubbed my hands put on my cap but still no warm my boots are on thick socks beneath piles of clothes my coat's underneath leg warmers and gloves a muffler on top but the coldness still robs I walk through the streets see people fret everyone is so frigid everything is so rigid thick fog block my way no much of sun ray as the cold wind howls the chill reaches my soul winter, o dear winter why are you getting so bitter I have added on my weight with the thick jackets I get everyone got the winter woes about the cold and thick clothes water seems to be a foe o dear I love the winter though HAPPY WINTER :)

you are my time machine you take me back when I was teen being with you around feels like you are eighteen and me sixteen running in the alleys, through the empty streets sneaking out at night and feeling so free in the silence under the stars step by step I taught you to dance when you hold my hand in there a song plays in my sphere O, you are my time machine you take me back when I was teen being with you around feels like you are eighteen and me sixteen a rush to the hills for the sunset then a hug that feels so fresh walking like we are crazily in love o this has never happened before then waiting for the moon to rise and a kiss on your lips beneath the light hand in hand and face to face we forget about the rest then from the hearts a song gets played O, you are my time machine you take me back when I was teen being with you around feels like you are eighteen and me sixteen